Old

2012-01-10T17:18:00.001+08:00

The boy sent me this while he was at the clinic today, hahaha. Get well soon hun. I don't wanna go through another boring school day without you, X

Moved

2010-08-01T12:08:00.002+08:00

I've moved! But I'm still gonna keep this, for ol' times' sake :-)

Something to LOL about

2010-05-25T23:43:00.002+08:00

Your irritable voice - It's like a pesky mosquito, buzzing away in my ears.

And like a pesky mosquito you are, I'd love more than anything to squish you between my palms.

2010-04-13T22:07:00.003+08:00

Anguish and hatred you say? Ha. Don't even get me started. You couldn't pretend that nothing happened after I said "sorry"? LOL. Y'know, it's not even my fault this whole thing started. And yet you're saying it like I was the one at fault, I was the one who hurt your feelings, I was the cause of everything. You're the one who neglected our friendship, you're the one who "replaced" me. YOU. NOT ME, YOU! I shouldn't even be the one apologizing! "I realised, I shouldn't make you feel the way you made me feel, because doing all that would just make me exactly like you" - Exactly like me? What EXACTLY did I fucking do, enlighten me why don't you? I don't even look at you, let alone speak to you. What rubbish?! Ugh bullshit.

Sunny sunny

2010-03-12T09:20:00.003+08:00

Everyone should be like a Sunflower. Bright and cheery, happy 24/7! Hehehe. Just by looking at it puts a wide smile on my face ^^

JUST 5 MORE DAYS TO BEING LEGAL. FUCKING CAN'T WAIT HAHA

Fw's 18th

2010-03-08T17:00:00.006+08:00

Initial plan was to go to butterfact, but we ended up at Phuture instead. Drowned ourselves with alcohol by the riverside while waiting for the clock to strike 12am. Sang 'Happy birthday' to Fw, then off went the legal boy to the entrance of Phuture ^^

March baby!

2010-03-06T13:55:00.004+08:00

March is here! Like finally! Heheheh okay I know I'm a bit slow, but I didn't have the mood to blog previously, so here's my first post for March ^^ Heh. 11 more days to go til I'm officially 18!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!! It's like I'm finally getting The Key to doors that were locked up for 17 years. Though there were a few doors I managed to open... Hahahah!

Gonna hit butterfact tonight with schoolmates. Birthday celebration for Fw, Norman, and myself. But more for Fw la, cause he's turning 18 when the clock strikes 12 tonight! Ahhhhhh too much talk about turning 18 is getting me all hyped up for when I turn 18!!!!!! Hehehehehe!!!

Feels like I've lost.

So yesterday

2010-02-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

Because this is love and life, and nothing we can both control.

Caught Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief after school today with Zanthel, Matias, and Joseph. Not a bad show(of course, cause I like magic hehe :P), but like Norman said, it was kinda rushy? Like it was rushing to come to an end. Plus, many loopholes here and there. But overall it wasn't bad! ^^

I realised I've been slacking a lot recently. I'm always late for classes(which in the end, I don't attend), and worst of all, I can't seem to concentrate! Urgh, this is bad. Really bad. I don't even feel the tension or pressure yet. Y'know, for O's. Holiday mood's still lingering :( Booo not good. I'm gonna force myself to study, yes I am. Ok, I hope. Haha!

Slipped

2010-02-18T19:57:00.000+08:00

Everything's so messed up and confusing. I didn't do anything wrong, did I? :(

Cupid hates me

2010-02-16T11:00:00.000+08:00

I think this picture relates to me a lot. Hahaha I think cupid hates me, naww.

Okay updates. Went drinking with Zanthel and company on Friday night. It was supposed to be just Zanthel and I, catching a movie. But we ended up drinking at the river side nearby Zouk with our schoolmates. Quite a simple, yet fun night. Then on Valentine's, which was also the first day of CNY(screw it), we met up again at night and went for another drinking session at Eski Bar. Enjoyed myself more this time round. And blablabla, there you have it. My first group Valentine's ;)

And fuck it, I'm sick now because of the constant late, sleepless nights. Booooo :( Most prolly gonna stay in today. But it's okay, I got my money already heheheheh bye!

Mimi's 18th

2010-02-15T13:06:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Sheryl's birthday last Sunday together with her school mates. Had steamboat and ate til our tummies felt like bursting!! What's more, the oil kept splatting on all of us. I was saying "OUCH!" like, very 5 minutes, LOL. But of course, it was still enjoyable :) Hehehe I can't wait til I turn 18!!!! Wooo.

Birthday smalleyes girl. HAHAH

Birthday kiss for the birthday girl!!!! Muack muack

Don't nothing

2010-02-10T20:31:00.005+08:00

Dinner with Joann on Saturday at amk mac drive-thru. I finally had the beef prosperity burger thingy, heheheh! And twister friesssssss. Yummy yumyum! ^^ So we sat there talking from 7 in the evening to 11, mostly about studies and work. Oh, bumped into Casandra there too!

Caught I Hate Valentine's Day later that night with Deborah, Allan, Remus, Cheechong, Ivan, and Angeline.

Didn't like the show at all. And I dread this year's Valentine's day!!!!! >:(

Snail

2010-02-03T18:45:00.016+08:00

Fishball noodles for breakfast!

Hands up

2010-02-02T19:01:00.001+08:00

Caught Law Abiding Citizen on Saturday evening with Deborah, Leonard, Braudon, Tim, and Jon. It was a rather impromptu meet up, but of course, still fun ^^ Anyway, to those of you who haven't seen this movie, GO NOW! Hehehehe you won't regret it!!!!

Beef stew for dinner!!!!!!!!!! HEHE BAI!

Great, was the word

2010-01-29T23:42:00.002+08:00

Met Ivan after school today. That snail woke up late! So I had lunch with Joann and Miss Yvonne at Ajisen Ramen while waiting for him to wake up ^^ Thanks Jo! You really made me feel a whole lot better today, heh. And I'm really happy you got into your desired course! Work hard yeah?

Finally snaily met me at 3 plus! Played pool and looked at cute little hammies while waiting for our movie to start, hehehe! The Spy Next Door.

Awww their faces are so squished! Hehehe!

Walked towards City Hall mrt after the movie. Talked and talked and talked! Then it was home sweet home for me, and boring chalet for him! Hahah!

It's never a good thing to wear your heart on your sleeve, is it?

Cherrycherryboomboom

2010-01-27T08:06:00.007+08:00

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I've been so tired recently! Can't pay much attention in class as I keep wanting to sleep :( Dang dang dang. PANDA EYES GOING OUT OF CONTROL AS WELL!!!!! Angry >:@

Zouk on Friday night, should I?!?!?!

Everybody scream your heart out

2010-01-21T17:54:00.005+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiii. Webcams and lousy phone cameras are my only option when I feel like camwhoring. I miss my camera :( booooo. Anyway, school has been great so far. I totally understand everything in class!!! For now at least. Hahaha! The new batch of students this year(besides Zanthel, Remus, Ivan, and Sasi) are all still.....very alien to me, lol. Well I guess it just takes some getting used to. Hehe!

I feel like starting on another drama, ohnooooooo :( Nonono, I've to study, not waste my time over stupid dramas! Eh but I'm so tempted...

2010-01-16T23:34:00.008+08:00

Play the laughter, pause the memories, stop the pain, rewind the happiness.

If only we could control our lives like this, how great would that be huh?

Which stop do I alight at to reach Happiness?

2010-01-14T18:40:00.008+08:00

Finally I've found time to blog! Have been rather busy the past week, watching a taiwanese drama and of course, school. Yes, school has officially started! This first week is just to get our engines started. The real work, only kicks off this coming Monday. So I'm gonna pull up my socks this year and mug mug mug! ^^

Went over to Debbie's last Saturday to help her out with some stuff. It had been quite some time since we last met up, so yeah, it was nice :) Did some catching up as well.

Darling, cheer up alright? You should know what I'm referring to. I know you must be feeling very disappointed in yourself, but I'm sure you can succeed the next time. I am always here for you <3

313 with momsy on Sunday. Had lunch at a new outlet, Say Cheeze! Cute name huh? Heheheh I just love their oven baked scallops and their chocolate cheese cake!! Yummylicious, hehe! Damn if only I didn't lose my camera, could have taken pictures of them :( Hmm. Shopped at Forever21 after that and bought a few tops for school. We wanted to catch a movie but there wasn't enough time as grandma was rushing us to go over for dinner. So....... That's about it! Toodles.

Stuck on replay

2010-01-08T20:27:00.006+08:00

Had a reunion dinner with my primary school mates yesterday, as planned. At first I found it really awkward because most of us haven't been in touch for the whole 5 years, since we graduated. But after settling down for a bit, all of us couldn't stop talking! Full of catching up here and there, hehe. None of their faces changed though, to my surprise. Everyone still looked exactly the way they were in primary school days. Just that of course, with a better dress sense and better hair. Hahaha! We should do this again girls. Maybe another 5 years down the road? ;)

Oh yes, we dined at Manhattan's Fish Market. My first time there!

Headed to boat quay after dinner for drinks. Really weird feeling it is, to be drinking with your primary school mates after 5 years of no contact at all. LOL

Hit Phuture on Wednesday night with Angeline, Deborah, Allan, Chee chong, Ivan, and Nicholas. And for the first time, I didn't drink as much as I normally would! Just a few sips of wine and 3/4 cup of orange vodka O.O I'm kinda shocked myself. But ah, it's a good thing ^^

This guy below took off his shirt and started dancing with another guy! How obscene :S

Be true to your heart

2010-01-07T15:56:00.028+08:00

I just watched Mulan on disney channel! Though I've seen it before, it still leaves a very nice impression. Great movie, hehe. Ok cut to the chase now! More pictures from my trip(remaining ones) before I go take a shower. Reunion dinner here I come! ^^

When we brought Max out for a walk.

This is where everyone reads their morning papers!

Momsy and I bought these two flowery "water cans". Hehehehe so pretty!!!

Their four cars!!!!!! Envious of them :(

Had lunch at Country Patch on our last day there.

Love their steak hehehheheheheheheh!!

Then we had lamb for dinner! My uncle deliberately cooked for all of us, how sweet :)

Picture taking before leaving for the airport :(

The next best thing? No way.

2010-01-06T12:19:00.032+08:00

I'm starting to love korean songs again, omfg. Hehe

This whole lot of pictures are from my two days stay at The Empire Hotel in Brunei. I love their beach! And the view of the sunset there is absolutley gorgeous. Hehehe.

This is the view of the main entrance from the inside. And fuck, everything is made up of real gold and marble! Wtf wtf wtf

Headed to play bowling after putting our stuff down! Heheh and Rhean entered my name as TINGTING !@#$%^& Sounds so kiddy, lol

I'M THE WINNER! BOOYEAH ^^V

The rest decided to play ping pong(LOLOLOL) while Rhean and I sneaked into the ladies changing room to check out the jacuzzi! Can you believe it they fucking have a jacuzzi in a changing room?!?!

Then to the beach! Heheheheheh!! Ofcourse, when the sun wasn't scorching hot. Didn't wanna get sun burnt again! ^^

Look look!!! Look at the sunset!!! Heheheheh fucking beautiful!

All the char bor. HAHAHA. Rhean, momsy, grandma, aunt, and myself

Meluvthis! ^^

I want her eyelashes. Fuck it, super long! :(

Hehe I like this! Everyone was being so cute.

Dinner time!

Awwwww look at that. *drooling*

DROOLING UNCONTROLLABLY.

Yeah okay this is very random. We were brushing our teeth before checking out and I found it cute O.O hahahaha! Rhean was about to gag on her toothbrush :P

Reunion dinner tomorrow with some primary school mates. I hope it'll turn out nice :)

Drop that zero

2010-01-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

Over to Angeline's this afternoon with yami yogurts in hand, hehe. Then we met her friend, Denise, and headed to bugis. Went on a shopping spree which kinda satisfied me. But I'm sure Angeline was the most satisfied, with her 200 - 300 bucks worth of things which weighed like 3kg. Hahahah okay I'm exaggerating! Dinner at Mos burger before heading home!

More pictures from my trip ^^ I made them extra large so that you guys can have a better look!
This is my cousin's house.

This is made out of glass! Fucking cool, but I didn't get a chance to play it :(

Momsy playing the piano ^^

Aww I just love their staircase! All the pictures within it makes it look so nice! It's like a mini gallery!

And this is where I sleep! Together with my cousin Rhean :)

That's her playing the guitar.

And this little fella over here is Max, Rhean's dog. Such an adorable and smart thing he is.

So I was looking around my aunt's room when I saw this! It's her mirror, and wtf it looks like those mirrors you see on television, for backstage make up and etc. I want one :(

Hehe this is random! That's Rahil on the left, monkey ass face! :P

Grandma and Grandpa

That's all the pictures for today! Shall upload more when I'm not feeling lazy... Hehe.

Now I'm back to the start

2010-01-03T22:31:00.001+08:00

I've been home the entire day with momsy, just lazing around and doing practically nothing. Ok now I sound like a lazy bum! :( Anyway, we were supposed to head out today to have lunch at Marche at 313. But momsy was being even more lazy than I was, so we ended up staying in to watch a dvd! And omg I swear Jack Hughman is so fucking sexy. HAHAHA!

Here are some pictures from new year's eve.

School's starting in a exactly a week's time! I'm feeling kinda sad cause the holidays are ending, yet excited because I'll get to see all my classmates again. I miss our lunches together, our crap in class, and every single one of them! ^^ Alright, I gotto go wash off my mask! Goodnight everyone!

Departure

2010-01-03T12:12:00.023+08:00

Updates updates! Hehe, from my trip to Brunei.
But they are tons of photos, so these are just from our departure ^^

Had brunch at Brek with momsy and my grandparents while waiting for my aunt to check in. Their pizza is really good and huge! One slice was enough to fill both mine and momsy's tummy!

Boarded the plane at around 1.45pm, and my sweet cousins decided to let momsy and I have their seats in the business class section while they took ours in the economics class. Hehehe!

Caught Avatar again with Mingkai last night! It was so fucking awesome! Even though it was my second time watching it, I was still so awed by everything, the effects and the storyline! I wanna be one of those people, the Na'vi. LOL! They have dragons and the tentacles in their hair can stick/bond to almost anything! So fucking cool, haha! Ahem, anyway. We headed to my condominium's swimming pool and talked til 2am before going home. That's about it :)

Hello 2010!

2010-01-01T15:11:00.008+08:00

Good morning everyone! I know it's already afternoon, but I just woke up not long ago! Heh.

I baked cupcakes yesterday. Chocolate cupcakes ^^ It was meant to be a Christmas gift for my friends, but I didn't have the time to bake before leaving for Brunei, so it's a belated kinda thing. Hehe oh yes, I am back from Brunei already!!! Actually I've been back since the 28th of December, but because of something, I didn't blog about it! Shall upload the pictures from my trip soon :)

This was from my first failed attempt! Fucking ugly hahaha! :S

Please look at what I am doing instead of how I look!!

TADAAAAAA! Hehe.

Over to Angeline's after that, and she plucked my eyebrows for me! I think she pinched my eyelid with the tweezers countless of times! :( Hahahaha I'm just kidding. You did it quite cleanly, except that you forgot the middle part!! >:/ Hehehe. Then it was steamboat at Allan's, east coast for a walk, and home.

OHYEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I LOST MY CAMERA IN THE BLOODY CAB!!!!!! Start of a new year and I'm already so fucking unlucky !@#$%^&*( I don't think I'm gonna get it back :'( Fuck it fuck it fuck it.

Sum it up

2009-12-31T10:25:00.003+08:00

In a blink of an eye, it's new year's eve once more. Amazing huh? How time flies.. It's actually kinda scary, to have a year go by so quickly without me even noticing!

Well, this year wasn't one of my best years I must say. I lost R, someone whom I thought was The One. The forgetting process was hell, and the healing process seems to take forever. It's been about a year since it all ended, and honestly, I'm not completely healed yet. Maybe it's because of that? Or maybe I just don't know if I'll ever find someone else. Silly as it sounds, I know I'm only 17, but I just can't help it.

With all the commotion and extra drama going on, it was really hard on me. But I'm thankful, because through all these, I've found some really good friends. Friends whom I've grown to love so dearly. And not to mention, the friends who have always been there for me through everything. Though we don't spend as much time together as we used to, you girls are still in my heart and I love y'all to death. Looking back now, it was all worthwhile. So yes, I'd do it again.

Next year, is gonna be another fresh start. Studying will be my main priority. And I hope my relationship with my mom and friends will only get better. So goodbye 2009, and hello 2010! ^^

X'mas

2009-12-30T16:10:00.026+08:00

Spent Christmas at another friend of my aunt's place. I've to say, it was more enjoyable than Christmas eve! Hehehe. Everyone was really laid back and just having a great time chatting and cracking jokes. Heh, I really enjoyed my Christmas this year! ^^

This is my cousin, Kovid!

I hate the blue cheese on the left :(

Hahaha there were houseflies!!

Another cousin, Rhean!

Omg I love this! Does anyone know where to get it?!
If you do, please text me or something thanks! Hehe.

Kinky cup! LOL

Grandma, lol.

Oliver.

Adorable little Jolene!!

My aunt <3

Grandpaaaaaaaa

Janrius chowing down on candy canes ~

Finally, it's new year's eve tomorrow! I'm gonna so enjoy myself, hehe! I wish everyone enjoy themselves as well! <3

2009-12-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

13805.) So I sorta, kinda, maybe like you more than I had originally planned.

Hohoho

2009-12-25T00:30:00.014+08:00

I just came back not long ago from a friend of my aunt's place. Christmas Eve dinner! Omg their house was even bigger than my aunt's! My jaw literally dropped when I saw it, damn. Absolutely gorgeous. And the food was, delicious. The people were so friendly and full of life! Oh, and I saw some people there that I knew, sort of. Like we played with each other when we were kids. Yeah, it was so good to see them again :) Overall the party was just awesome. A feast for my eyes as well(if you know what I mean)! :P Hehehe, okay I should go shower now. Merry Christmas everyone, cheers! xoxo,

Kiddy

2009-12-24T01:34:00.005+08:00

It's Christmas Eve! I'm so excited for Christmas Day ^^

So I was browsing through photo albums together with my cousin when I found these really cute photos of us when we were toddlers! Hehe.

Yep, that's me touching my cousin's face. Haha!

And me again, in green, with a pacifier!
Yeah, everyone called me Ting Ting back then!! ^^

Cousin Rhean :)
Damn doesn't she look like a doll?!

Rhean with my two other cousins, Rahil and Kovid.

Teeheehee! Oh btw, everyone should go watch Avatar!! It's the talk of the town, the movie of the year! I've watched it, and I rate it 5 stars! Okay I seem to rate a lot of movies at 5 stars huh? :P Hehe but this one's really worth watching! ^^ I officially love it more than I love Twilight! Hehehe goodnight!

Lifestyle of the rich

2009-12-20T11:58:00.004+08:00

I'm blogging from Brunei, woooooooooo. I didn't bring my camera's adapter along, so it's just some webcam photos taken on the day I arrived! Hehe. It has been pretty relaxed the past three days. A little shopping, a lot of eating, and a whole lot of lazing around. DID I MENTION THEY HAVE FOUR CARS? FOUR FUCKING CARS, TWO MAIDS, AND A DRIVER. WTF?!?! How I wish I was rich :(

Rhean(my cousin), Max(dog), Me!

My aunt booked a night's stay at The Empire Hotel for tomorrow. Wtf she can just book hotel rooms and stay there as and when she likes! Fucking envy !@#$%^&* And dang I just got an Armani Exchange bag as a gift from her O.O I swear, I am gonna come visit them every chance I get from now on. LOLOLOL

Turning pain to passion

2009-12-18T04:00:00.016+08:00

10 hours and 45 minutes to go before I leave for Brunei. A part of me wants to stay here, with all my friends. I'm going to miss out on our weekly midnight movies, I'm going to miss out on spending Christmas with all you fun people. Please please update me when I get back okay!! :( Especially you, Angeline Yeh!

Pastries at Canele yesterday. Caught A Perfect Getaway as well.

Had supper at Geylang, then Allan drove me back home, again. Thank you turtle!! ^^

ALL OF YOU HAD BETTER TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES OKAYYYYYY. I'M GONNA MISS EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU! :( *fly kiss*

Heartfelt

2009-12-16T22:13:00.004+08:00

I've been taking my own sweet time today, lazily piling my luggage up with clothes and necessities I'd be bringing along with me for my trip to Brunei. Come to think of it now, there's not a lot I packed for 10 days. Reason being that it's a Muslim country, so no revealing/body hugging clothes, no short skirts, no short shorts, and no short dresses. Damn, it's gonna be what, tees everyday?! FML :( Hmm on second thought I think I'll just pack all of it as well. What are leggings and cardigans for, right? Hehe. But still, WHY OF ALL PLACES TO MIGRATE, BRUNEI?! So many fucking restrictions. There's practically no nightlife there as well, zzz. Okay it's not like I was the one who migrated there, I should stop complaining! :S

So, Ming Kai kinda surprised me today. He came all the way down to my bus stop with muffins and panadol for my flu! ^^

Thank you, thank you for being so sweet and caring. And although I already have panadol at home, I still very much appreciate you coming all the way down. It's the thought that really counts :) Xie xie ni !!

Stronger with each fall

2009-12-15T13:30:00.005+08:00

With every cruel intention, you helped me find my independence. So I'm thanking each and every one of you, for the pain, tears, and drama you put me through. I'm finally leaving those memories behind once and for all.

Am currently preparing to go over to Agatha's. Gonna help her take some stuff for Deniz's BBQ later on ^^ Hmmm, I hope it's not gonna be awkward when I see everyone. Cause it's been about a year since we all last hung out. Plus, Debbie's not coming as she's working :S Boooooo. Oh well, I guess it would be good to catch up with all of them :)

Three more days and I'm off to Brunei. Spending Christmas there with my cousins! Hehe, can't wait. Gourmet food here I come! Wheeeee.

I've already been there, done that

2009-12-14T23:41:00.012+08:00

I'm eating cereal with yogurt now, hehe. Stayed in today as my flu has seemed to worsen. Should have stayed home the past few days as well to recover, but nah, I just couldn't stay away from my friends! Hehehehe. Like Angeline said, just can't get enough of them ^^

Met the guys at Cine on Saturday night for our weekly midnight movie. Caught Couple's Retreat! It was kinda kinky, okay no, it was very kinky. Haha! But it wasn't as hilarious as I thought it would be. I expected myself to be laughing throughout :/

Ivan, Allan, Hubert, Remus, and Jeffery

Allan and Remus

Chee Chong, Ming Kai, and Remus

Allan drove his dad's car out!! And I was acting like a little girl, getting all excited and dying to ride in it! Hehe. Don't ask me why, I've no idea either!

So we headed to Fort Canning while the rest went home. Didn't have anywhere else in mind!

Walked around for a bit, and we ended up at the swing. Didn't dare to sit on it as I found it rather creepy... It's like, they always have these type of swings in horror movies :S Anyway! Allan drove me back home at 7am and I slumped right on my bed after a quick shower. I don't even know if I bathed thoroughly :O Haha, who cares?!

1, 2, 3

2009-12-13T23:29:00.006+08:00

After waiting a week for my uncle to help me set things/programs up, I'm finally using my new lappy! Heheheh. blogging with it feels different! Wheeee. I've never had a personal laptop before, so this is so fucking cool to me. Muahahaha! ^^ Anyway, I've decided to change my photo sizes back to normal instead of extra large. Getting kinda annoying.

Okay! Town with Angeline on Friday to get our starbucks, then to NUH to visit Vivien.

Had Yami Yogurt! Hehehehe!

Chilled at Angeline's and she let me try on one of her fake eyelashes! It felt kinda weird O.O But to be honest, I liked the look I had with it on! Hehe.

Surprised the guys at Zouk at around midnight. From left to right! Ivan, Allan, Jeffery, Chee Chong, and Ming Kai

The guys ordered some drink called Snow White and The Seven Dwarfs. I think it tasted disgusting :S

Phuture baby!!

Had an early breakfast before we headed home. I had my seafood hor fun again! ^^

I took super long to post this! Like 3 hours I think, hahaha! Doing things at snail's speed... zzz I'm too tired. Gonna hit the sack now! Goodnight world ^^

Growing love for cupcakes

2009-12-10T10:13:00.007+08:00

I've recently grown to love cupcakes alot! As in, really, love cupcakes. All thanks to LMK, HAHAAH. I think what attracted me to them is their never ending designs and toppings. It's so eye catching! And need I mention, it makes the cupcakes look so delicious that you just wanna gobble them up any minute! Heheheh! Here are some pictures of christmas cupcakes! Got them from my mom's friend's cupcake blog. She's quite popular with her cupcakes, so if you guys are interested, go take a look! littlehouseofdreams.blogspot.com

Now I found this from another cupcake blog! Chocolate!! Heheheh I wanna learn how to bake this!!

And this! Chocolate mint! Heh.

Looking at these cupcakes makes me hungry! :(

Anyway, didn't go to ECP yesterday to look for the guys as I was really feeling awful. I'm still, feeling awful btw. Fucking flu won't go away!! What I hate most about it is that you would always feel like sneezing, but somehow you can't. Ughhhhhh makes my eyes all teary. Gah. And to think I used to like being sick! Haha before you start thinking I'm some sicko, I liked being sick cause that would give me an excuse to skip school ^^ But it's my holiday now! I wanna get well!!!! :(

LMK BRING ME GO CANELE ONCE I'M BETTER OKEH. Lalala.

Two is better than one?

2009-12-09T13:52:00.007+08:00

My mind tells me not to lead you on, but my heart decides on it's own.

I'm currently down with a flu, my ears are blocked, and I've a splitting headache :( Must be because of my constant late nights. I should stop going to bed only at 3am! But I don't wanna leave my computer, wtf. I think I'm addicted to it. Or rather, addicted to facebook. LOL WTF. zzz

Played this bowling game on msn with Mingming last night.
MY BALL IS SO MUCH PRETTIER THAN HIS ONE LAH. HAHAHA BASKETBALL -.-

But he still won me :(
NEVERMIND IT'S OKAY. I STILL BEAT HIM AT TIC TAC TOE. HEHEHEHEH.

Should be going down to ECP later to meet up with Wayne, Kenta, and Caibao. Fishing!!! I hope I feel better soon though :(

Smelly + furry friends

2009-12-08T23:17:00.154+08:00

Wayne called me on Friday night, asking if I wanted to go to the Zoo with him and the guys. So we all went on Sunday, including Angeline. I can't remember when was the last time I stepped into the Zoo, but I bet it was a really long time ago. Cause when we finally got there, I was all excited inside. Made me feel like a kid again, heheheh. Anyway, I think there are about 100 photos here. Don't know how there could be so many though. I think I just got carried away and yep, the pictures just snowballed. Ha!

These adorable lookin' things are actually fucking smelly and noisy.

HAHA I SWEAR I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING WHEN I SAW THIS. FUCKING SWOLLEN OMG

Beautiful flower ^^

Mini foosball table! Heheheh

I fucking love flowersssssss!!!!!!!!

Wax house!

Left the Zoo at 6pm, took a bus back to Amk. Played a little bit of pool, then home sweet home! Hehe. Though the Zoo was smelly, the animals were noisy, and the weather was humid, I still really enjoyed myself ^^ It's great to have a bunch of friends like them :) xoxo,

Long Island overload

2009-12-04T14:05:00.015+08:00

I'm doing my mask right now, hehe! I think if anyone were to see me, they would freak! Cause my face is ghostly white ~ Blahhhhhhhhhhh I had donuts for breakfast. Oreo donuts, yumyum! ^^

Hit Zouk on Wednesday night with Allan, Ivan, and their friends. Ladies night! Means free entry for meeeee! Heheh. Oh but they seriously ordered too much Long Island. All four jugs were Long Islands! I drank til I wanted to puke from the taste, gah.

Picture overload as well!!

HAHAHAHAAHAHA MY FUCKING TIPSY FACE

I wonder why my eyes always gotto be so small when I'm tipsy?! :(

Ivan and Allan

Nicholas and Allan

I really don't know what's up with Jason's face? LOL

Albert and Ivan

HAHAHAHA

Long island, Long island, Long island, and Long island. @#$%^&*(

LOLOLOLOL :O

Ekachai in the middle

JASON LOOKS CHEEKY HERE HAHAHA

Gay gay gay gay

Looks abit wrong O.O

HAHA FUCKING STEAM FACEEEEE

LOL. Damn gangsta lo you two.

Ivan I swear you damn gayyyyyyy

Okay this is the part where tipsy Nicholas comes to me, points at Allan and Ivan, and says, "Better stay away from them. They damn horny one!" HAHAHA LOL

Phutureeeeeee! But it was packed like shit. It's always packed like shit when I go :( And my dumb camera keeps getting off focus!!!!!!!

OH OH! THEY PLAYED DOWNNNNNNNNNNN HEHEHEHEH

We were feeling famished after the whole thing ended, so we went to eat! I had seafood hor fun and it was goood! (Y) Heheheheh. Cabbed home at 6am, no extra charge, wheeeeee ~ I enjoyed myself though not much dancing was done ^^

FISHBALL NOODLES FOR LUNCH NOW! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Fickle

2009-12-03T21:38:00.009+08:00

Didn't attend TTM sculpture making today. Was feeling too worn out from last night at Zouk! So I must go back on Monday :( But it's okay, at least it was fun last night. Hehe! Pictures tomorrow!

Changed my hair parting again! This time more to my old parting. Hehe I think I'll leave it this way, for now. Browsing through recent pictures of myself, I look kinda weird with center parting! LOL

Webcammed with Ivan this evening. He's in Thailand now! ^^

Aren't you afraid of the disappointment I might cause you? Sigh.

Weird out

2009-12-01T12:31:00.001+08:00

I sit and ponder, what exactly is life tryna get outta me? Throwing me one obstacle after another. I'm always finding keepers that I can't keep, and assholes who will only break my heart. If this is a game life wants to play on me, then screw you. I've been through hell and I don't wanna go back there. Enough is enough. So stop draggin' me back into that fucking shit hole.

Gonna head to school soon. TTM sculpture making. Kinda fun I must admit.

Rebel

2009-11-29T13:44:00.022+08:00

No matter how much you love, it might never be enough, and it might never be returned. With that recognition, you expect so little that disappointments may cease to disappoint.

Hit Rebel with my girls and Meixin on Friday night. The music kinda sucked, like it was a mix of R&B, House, and Trance altogether, zzz. Every time I get a once in a blue moon chance to club with my girls, something always has to ruin our fun. Be it their boyfriends, be it our mood, be it the bloody music. There's always something. But well, despite all these, their company alone is enough to always make me feel contented :)

Meixin, Debbie, and Pearline ~

Didn't wanna spend 60 bucks on drinks inside, so we hopped over to Yello Jello to save 20 bucks. Lol damn cheapskate, okay I know... Hehe

I like this picture, I like this picture alot alot alot. Hehehe!

Vodka with lime juiceeeee. NO KICK AT ALL WTF. Fucking waste my money zzz!

This is why I don't ever wear heels to clubs. Hehe! I danced away happily while these suckers took off their heels :P

My camera wasn't being good that night. Off focus so many times !@#$%^&

While we were standing outside, this Indonesian guy offered for us to have drinks with his group. So we went back in. Free drinks, why not? Hahaha

Pearline went off first while the rest of us had Mcdonalds! SHAKER FRIES BABY! \m/ Heheheheh!!

Caught Twilight, New Moon last night with Angeline and Ivan. I didn't really enjoy it cause there was this couple sleeping beside me, SNORING AWAY LOUDLY. Okay not the girl, but the guy! Everyone in the cinema were so irritated with him. What's worse was that he couldn't wake up no matter how many god damn times I tapped him! Fucking pussies. I was really really really fucking agitated. GO HOME AND SLEEP FOR GOD'S SAKE !@#$?#$%^&

Okay anyway, Edward wasn't as gorgeous looking as he was in the first movie. And Jacob on the other hand, looked much better. Maybe it was because of his haircut? Haha. I still like Edward best! ^^ I wanna be a vampire! Fucking awesome.

Staring at the screen, watching the scenes. I thought about you all over again.

Yummy macaroons yumyum

2009-11-27T21:35:00.006+08:00

I'm supposed to be getting ready to meet Debbie and Meixin right now.... But I have this sudden urge to blog! Heheheh so I shall blog about Wednesday, one day before Angeline's birthday.

Met up with Ivan and Deborah at Plaza Sing. Went into Daiso to look for some craft material, then into Spotlight..... Where we started to goof around with their stuff, heh

Ivan the cross dresser LOL

I like their masks! Hahahaha! Batwoman and Catwoman. Yes Ivan, I said woman cause you're gay...

Left for town, then Ming Kai joined us for an early dinner at Swensens ^^

Oh, Ming Kai bought me Macaroons too!!! Heheheh it's my first time eating it! Super yumyum, super sweet, SUPER COLOURFUL!!! Hehe I like colourful. So pretty ~ At first I didn't bear to eat it cause it was so pretty looking, and definitely not the cheapest food around. But he insisted I finish it by three days! So... Yeah it's all almost eaten up!! :D

Thank you so much Mingming ~

Okay I think I had better get preparing or they're gonna kill me! I AM ALWAYS LATE.... Bad habit, tsk. Bye people!

Angeline's 17th

2009-11-26T22:56:00.129+08:00

Happy Birthday Angeline Yeh Wan Yi ~ ♥

Celebrated Angeline's 17th birthday for her today, together with Ivan, Kenta, Weixiang, Deborah, Braudon, and Leonard. Though we stayed in Bishan the entire time, we still had fun. Hope you enjoyed yourself too One Yeeeee!

Met Ivan at amk hub to get some pictures printed. That's his gift! It's inside the bag FYI

I just love the bag! So pretty, hehe

As soon as I was done with the pictures, we headed down to junction 8 to meet up with Angeline and Kenta. Had Pastamania for lunch ~

Deborah joined us shortly after.

We were all done with our food, and Ivan and Kenta suddenly disappeared for a while. So the three of us decided to go out and look for them. And yep, you guessed it! They were at Breadtalk secretly buying a cake for Angeline! Not a secret anymore, haha! Both the guys forced us to go back into Pastamania and act real surprised when they bring the cake in ~ LOL

I like this picture of them best! Cake all over, hahaha

Deborah didn't get anything for Angeline, so I decided to look around for gifts with her while the rest crashed at Angeline's place.

Cabbed to Angeline's after that and she was already in the midst of opening all her gifts! Too eggcited, haha!

Back: Weixiang and Leonard

Front: Kenta and Braudon

All of us left at around 8pm because Angeline had to go back to gh. Anyway, I really hope you liked the gift ^^ 17 already, gotto know what's important in life. We both must study extremely hard next year, and no talk about boys in class okay?! Hahaha! Luv you.

Random

2009-11-24T17:12:00.019+08:00

I throw you outta my mind,
just to have you barging right back in again.

Okay hi. I'm testing out blogger's new way of posting. Hmmm it's all still very alien to me... But at least now I can make my pictures ultra big!!! Heheheheh! Imma happy girl ~

Updates for the past few days! I've been selling christmas cards, as a form of advertisement for a wine company. I swear it's god damn hard to sell! No one from the streets or HDBs wanted to buy any. Plus it wasn't for charity, even harder to sell. Caibao quit after working with me on the first day, LOL. Can you imagine how fucked up it is? Tsk. Lucky for me, I got my mom and dad to help and I managed to sell exactly 100 packets! That means 150 bucks for me! OHYEAH \m/

I'm thinking about food, yes, again. I'M THINKING ABOUT ALL SORTS OF FOOD. Chocolates, cookies, durian, durian puffs, sashimi, yogurt, CHOCOLATE MINT ICE CREAM, fried chicken, sinch sausage prata, frozen grapes, ba ku teh, AND KAZU'S HUMONGOUS OYSTER. HAHAHA. I WANT THEM ALL!!!!

Ain't broken yet

2009-11-23T13:26:00.011+08:00

Had steamboat at bugis on Saturday evening with classmates. It was to celebrate our promotion to year 2 ^^ We took way too much food and all of us got bloated like crazy! Caibao even puked later that night. LOL, poor thing.

Angeline and I bought smiley faced balloons! I think now I know why she loves them so much. Kinda cute. Heheh!

Ivan, Ming Kai, Zanthel, and Kenta joined us after that, and we caught My Girlfriend's an Agent later that night.

I'm glad we made up :)

Gonna head to town now to meet wee & co. Gotto take more cards too, dammit. It's gonna be so god damn heavy :( But on a happier note, Imma get my bag and cardigan from Megan! *jumps around*

Uh-oh, uh-oh

2009-11-22T21:27:00.012+08:00

Had steamboat at my uncle's place today. I seriously can't get enough of my aunt's chicken! Her secret recipe of marinating it totally got me hooked! Sad thing is, she won't tell my mom and I what the secret recipe is :(

Webcammed with Allan. Looks like he's having tons of fun in Cambodia ^^

Sending turtle off

2009-11-21T01:44:00.011+08:00

Kenta suggested we send Allan off to Cambodia on Tuesday night. So I called Ivan along as well. At first we didn't know that the time of his flight was at 6.30am, so we reached the airport at around midnight!!! :/

Ivan wanted to shoot me, with his iphone gun. LOL

We were at terminal 3 chowing down on popeyes when I found out that the turtle's flight was at terminal 1 -.- So we took the shuttle bus there

Caibao ~

Finally the turtle came! You should have seen the astonished, yet happy, look when he saw us! Hahaha Ivan couldn't stop hugging him!

While Allan went to check in, Ivan started being gay...

The turtle and me

Buttcheck!

Ok, I don't know why I held onto Caibao's arm... :O

MASS ORGY HAHAHAHA

Have a safe trip turtle! ^^

Hangin' by a moment

2009-11-20T03:41:00.003+08:00

Hi I'm at cyberdome with Zanthel, Caibao, Ivan, and Remus now! IT'S FREEEEEZING IN HERE. I can literally feel my fingers getting stiff as I type this :(

Caught 2012 for the second time just now. And oh, I still cried over the same touching scenes -.- hehehehehehehehehe! OH GUESS WHAT. MY GIDINESS FROM PLAYING L4D STILL HASN'T GONE AWAY!!!!! :( Bloooody fuck.

Prom @ Dempsey Hill

2009-11-17T17:59:00.024+08:00

Am chatting with Jeremiah on msn now, about how one year flew by us so quickly. It actually scares me to think about it! And I can't believe he actually remembered that we took our entry test to City College together. Not literally together, but like, on the same day. We didn't even know each other back then. So touched, hehe!

Prom last night was sucha blast! Everyone all dressed up, with the boys looking smart and the girls looking gorgeous :) The food was not what I expected, but still it was alright. The cakes on the other hand, were delicious! Espcially the one Joann fed me, some chocolatey thing, absolutely yummy! Hehehehehe thinking about food makes me all hyped up and happy ^^ And to think I had second thoughts on going, tsk tsk!

Hehe I like my pink lipstick!

Jeremiah, Deborah and I ^^

That's Joann in the middle :)

Glenn on the extreme left ~

Mr Suryanto

Wayne datou datou ~ haha!

Kentaaaaaaa!

Miss Selena

Pk and Angelina.

Wayne, Mr Kenny(our very cool principal), Eric, Allan, Kenta

Peggy and Deborah.

Jerrrrrrrrrrrry!

Chappy on the extreme right.

Miss Tiffany ~

Towards the end of it, the room was made into a dancefloor! And every one of us danced, including the teachers and our principal! How cool is that seriously. Hehe! Aftermath, we chilled and had drinks at YelloJello ^^

Vodka sprite

Tipsy Allan saw this drink on the brochure and ordered it and guess what, it tasted like ewww! Plum Wine -.- PUIIIIIIIIIIIII

But I still drank a little hehehe

Imma end this post with Allan's very obscene picture. Haha! One good thing about him being tipsy is that I get to take stupid pictures of him and he doesn't mind! Or maybe he doesn't even know uh? LOL

Tick Tock

2009-11-13T14:56:00.008+08:00

Tonight imma fight, til' we see the sunlight.

Deborah and I had our eyebrows waxed yesterday at Bedok. Y'know I thought it'd be less painful than plucking it strand by strand... But oooohno it wasn't! Waxing is quick, but fucking painful! Felt like my skin was gonna tear apart anytime :( LOL.

Wanted to catch a movie at Vivo, but our timing was kinda tight cause Deb had facial at 6pm. So we headed to Plaza sing instead. Walked around a little, got myself some apparels, Deb too.

Looking for cute stuff ^^

Then then then we went to Daiso and I bought myself this pinkish flowery cup! Hehehehe!

Science Centre

2009-11-12T22:11:00.004+08:00

Met Deborah at noon on Tuesday, then off we went to Science Centre! Heheheh! Ok I sound so kiddy right now.... But who cares!

Hehehe that's me with a dinosaur! Roarrrrrrrrrr ~

Our tickets! Hehe we bought the package one, to see the human bodies exhibition ^^

Hahahaha this thing is really cool! Imagine eating her head for dinner... Yum.

Why not try mine instead? Hehe.

You know if you don't look at the wires, it actually looks real!

WHIRLPOOL ~ tiny one though, haha!

She looks like she's in the middle of millions of arteries eh?

Hehe we'll haunt you tonight.

Oh.... I forgot what this is O.O

DJ DJ DJ DJ DJ ~

She's happy to be walking on the Red Carpet LOL

:O

Why is the sky blue? *-*

Peeping kaya

Peeping thumb

Fuck, she loves Einstien more than me :'(

"Hi my name is Allan Tan" (inside joke)

She looks so puny!

She like wanna pluck the lizard out of the poster.....

Room full of enlarged bacteria!!!!!

"Hello"

"Ni hao"

Oh I totally love this man! PICTURE OF THE DAY DAY DAY!!!

Can you see the electricity?

Flower flower on the wall ~

The human bodies exhibition was our last stop. IT IS SO FUCKING AWESOME I SWEAR. Even cooler than the previous one I went to at Expo when I was like what, 12? Haha! This time there were even the corpse of a horse, a giraffe, two deers, and two squids! HOW COOL IS THAT?!?!?! Definitely a trip made worthwhile! HEHEHEHE!

I was like holding my pee while posting this, so I'm gonna go pee now toodles ~ ICE BLAST \m/

2009-11-11T13:17:00.012+08:00

"Stick to whoever makes you laugh, comfortable, happy, sad, or even bored at times. Because they're the ones that really matter in a long run."

Quoted from Kenta, and I find it rather true :)

Wayne's 17th

2009-11-09T23:43:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK FROM CAMP!!!! HAHAHAH. Actually I came back on Saturday! Feeling seriously worn out with my whole body aching. In addition, my face was as red as a baboon's ass! And now my skin's peeling :( SAD TO THE MAX REALLY. But on a happier note, at least I've got new skin! HAHAHA damn that was rubbishy ~

Btw, the condition of the campsite was horrendous! The toilet was stinky and the water was freezing cold. The field where our tents were, were muddy and soggy. Our tents had hidden treasures like tons of crickets, ants, cockroaches, and lizards. Stupid bees flying around everywhere. And the mosquitos there must have been fed very well for those three days. But on another happier note, I loved the activities on the second day. Especially kayaking!!! Heheheheh! Overall I guess I did enjoy myself. Kinda. Sorta.

Cabbed down to Haji later that night after napping for 4 hours, hehe. Celebrated Wayne's 17th birthday! But I was kinda late, so I missed the cake part :( So sorry Wayne!

Blow blow blow ~

I like this hehehe.

LOL they were like tryna pull his limbs apart while Cephas suffocated him

This was taken when he was 80% wasted HAHAHA

Wee like so odd one out ahhhh

Wayne was soooooo totally wasted that night! He fell down and rolled on the floor countless of times, LOL. And of course, puked. Hahaha! Too wasted, so he left for home first while the rest of us played L4D at parkway. I DIDN'T GET AS GIDDY AS BEFORE THIS TIME!!!!! \m/ HAHAAHAHA. I should play more often, then maybe my giddiness will go away. LOLOLOL.

SCIENCE CENTRE TMR WITH DEBORAH! \m/ heheheheheehehhehehe!

Like whoa

2009-11-05T11:24:00.006+08:00

It's raining now, hehehe. Isn't it a nice feeling to be at home in your PJs when it's raining outside? ^^ Okkkkkk yes, I'm still in my PJs.... Hahaha!

Zaaaaaaanthel ~

She's was playing with some rubber thingy in class....ew!

Kentaaaaaa look here la!!

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!! My teacher just called, asking me to go for my school's camp....which I intended to skip! Damn it. I don't wanna goooooo! But according to her, this camp is gonna affect my results -.- lame enough, arghhhhhhhh. Gotto go pack my things now.... :( Sob.

For Agatha

2009-10-31T15:32:00.006+08:00

To all the ladies out there!
Please take a look at Agatha's 12th collection :)
Click here.

Oldies

2009-10-29T01:37:00.007+08:00

I've recently grown to like a particular 1940s song very very much! It's fucking old school but I can't stop listening to it! Don't really know the exact title though ~ :/

Momsy took a day off from work on Monday. So we headed to town and had steak for lunch, hehe. My all time favourite steak place - The Ship ^^

Caught 500 Days of Summer after that. It wasn't as good as I thought it'd be....kinda disappointed with the outcome of it. Worse still, it didn't make me feel anything. No churning of my emotions at all. And I actually prepared a piece of tissue just in case I'd cry over any heart wrenching parts. Pfft.

Anyway, EOYs are finally over! TIME TO PARTY \m/

Kenneth's 21st

2009-10-26T20:58:00.004+08:00

This post is gonna be less wordy, I'm exhausted.

Cabbed down with Marcus and Hosanna to Coasta Sands on Saturday to attend Kenneth's birthday chalet.

Top: Caibao and Marcus
Bottom: Cephas, Kenneth, Kenta

Marcus and Hosanna

Kenneth and his girlfriend, Ling Di :)

Had shots of Jack Daniel's. God I swear this shit sucks

HAHAHAHA SPOT CEPHAS'S ARMPIT HAIR >:)

Xnas and Vivien finally came ~

And then Lydia came too ~

Cephas like high on weed HAHAHA

Left around 3am, tired like hell.

Late night shisa

2009-10-20T14:42:00.015+08:00

Headed down to Marine Parade on Saturday to study together with Huiying ^^ Three of my classmates were supposed to join us too. But in the end, two of them overslept while the other one didn't ring us at all. Tsk tsk tsk, boys.

So we studied all the way til 7pm.... Ok not much studying was actually done. Most of the time we were just chit chatting away, hahahaha! Felt rather guilty though, not a very productive day :( Anyway yeah. Met weewee for a while after that, LOLOLOL~
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Took a bus home! And then *tadaaaa*! Adeline called, asking me to go haji for drinks and shisha. Impromptu much? Hahaha but I still went ofcourse, together with Algene that suckaaaa

Adel♥

Stupid me forgot to charge my camera, so I had to use my phone's camera every time the battery died :( And that explains the mixture of good and lousy quality pictures! Bahhhhhhhh

Shuk Yee and Adel

Rachel, Shuk Yee, and Esther :)

Us girls ~

Algene the mf suckaaaa. HAHAHA I'M JUST KIDDING

This is Han!

Estherrrrrrrrr

Oh yes we secretly brought Grey goose in, hehehehehe. And Adel drank a tad too much, dizzy dizyy red red HAHAHA. She was soooo unstable, LOL

Wooosh that sucka so red!

Bumped into Amelia there :)

~~English~~
~~Math~~
Geography
Physics
Chemistry
Economics

4 MORE PAPERS TO GOOOOO....... WA DA FAAAAAAA

Cupid's playing tricks

2009-10-19T21:22:00.006+08:00

Deborah and I fooling around on webcam again ~ am only uploading this cause I think it's the cutest, hehehehehe. Gotto luv flowers!!

Sat for my first paper today, English. And omggggggg, killer! Almost murdered me with the passage! Plus I was practically rushing through everything. NO TIME AT ALL..... I'm so gonna fail I'm so gonna fail I'm so gonna fail :( But I don't wanna fail :( Nehhhhhhhhh I wanna whine.

Look at this look at this! One of my primary school friend actually kept this picture of all of us! HEHEHEHEE OMG WE LOOK SO ADORABLE ~ Guess which one's me?

OK I'M THE RETARDED ONE BLOWING THE FUCKING BALLOON. HAHAHAHA OMG SHORT HAIR EEEEEEEW.

Math paper tmr, boooooo :(

Ceycey + Biebie

2009-10-11T20:29:00.007+08:00

As the saying goes,
It's better to have a couple of good friends than to have many acquaintances.
My girls are still the best out of the whole lot. Debbie and Pearline ♥

Slept over at biebie's place on Friday night! I really enjoyed myself though all we did was laze around. But actually, that's the fun of it all! Hehe. Stayed up til 3am talking bout anything and everything. We planned to head out the next day together with her boy, but in the end we stayed in. Watched taiwanese dramas, did some facial, and played Cake Mania on her DS! Hehehehe I like!! Then, had dinner at Long House in Shunfu, and then home sweet home ~ :)
Ling I love you! ♥